Have you ever felt like that? “Everything is going against me!” Have you ever held up your hands in frustration and shouted at the sky - really at God - “Nothing is going in my favor!” Sickness, car accident, rebellious child, job termination, cancer, death of a loved one, infidelity and family breakup, injury, injustice, illness, war, famine, persecution, rejection, slander, addictions, financial loss, and a hundred other troubles from a world under the curse of sin may randomly combine to make you say in despair, “Everything is going against me!”
Jacob felt like that. There was a severe famine in Canaan and his sons had just returned from their first shopping trip to Egypt. They returned with bags of groceries, but the money they paid for the groceries mysteriously appeared in their bags and they were scared to return to Egypt on another shopping trip because they would all be arrested as thieves. A powerful Egyptian official had also accused them of spying. They were forced to leave one brother, Simeon, imprisoned in Egypt. But the most going-against-me thing for Jacob was that the Egyptian official had asked to see the youngest brother, Benjamin, as proof the other brothers told the truth. Benjamin was Jacob’s youngest and most precious son. His wife, Rachel, had died giving birth to Benjamin. Jacob said to his sons, “You have deprived me of my children. Joseph has disappeared, Simeon is gone, and now you want to take Benjamin, too. Everything is going against me!” (Read Genesis 42.)
BUT all things were not going against Jacob. Actually, all things were going in his favor! Jacob had no idea what God had been preparing for the past 21 years since Joseph disappeared and was presumed dead. If Jacob knew what God had been preparing for the past 21 years he would have looked up to heaven with eyes of faith and joyfully shouted, “Everything is going in my favor! Thank you, God!” But Jacob, with his limited human perspective, had no idea what God was doing; he had no idea how God was working all things out for those who love Him and are called according to His purpose. Jacob lost sight of God’s promises to bless him. Jacob couldn’t see blessing; all he could see was cursing. Appearances can be deceiving. When everything appears to be against you, don’t allow yourself to be deceived by Satan. Remember Romans 8:28: “And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to His purpose for them.”
Remind yourself, “If God is for me, who can ever be against me!” And the proof of this is that God didn’t spare His own Son but gave Him up as a sacrifice for our sins.
My favorite character in the movie Courageous is Javier Martinez who looks for work to support his family. He gets discouraged. He prays with honest desperation. He thinks everything is against him, BUT God is working behind the scenes in his favor. His integrity is tested. Watch the movie and you’ll know what I’m referring to.
No, all things are not against you! Who can ever be against you when God is for you? Trust in His sovereign love.